☆maomaoceli☆

Ah, my sister wanted to introduce her bf's uncle to us bc she wanted to show us a loving and warm uncle (bc our families' aunts and uncles are.....whelp) once we visit VN together but now he is dying from a disease they only discovered now 😢 I'm sad bc my sister is heartbroken

You 🤝 me

Most likely some chaotic alignment-

Can't wait to do yet ANOTHER makeup next time (both bc "consistency who", experimenting eyelines and eye shapes bc eye isn't symmetric and I hate it, and bc next time most likely is gonna be garden party maomao so that cosplay makeup is yet again slightly different haha)

I mean it's actually nice, slightly more cat like than last time, I just think I overdid it a little and it could've been softer but luckily, I don't hate it.

Fun fact, I think my makeup for my solo maomao photoshoot was better than the one I did for the group photoshoot, but that's on me, I fucked up a little (eyeliner/eyeshape a little too winged). Still love the group photoshoot pictures so I can accept that. Won't be the last time I cosplay maomao www

Now I have kny giyuu & Shinobu feels, also kusuriya (and jinmao) feels due to picking photos from our photoshoots

So I will finally select pictures from our photoshoots and do some con Orga stuff later once I'm back home 😤

Hope y'all went voting or will do so in the next two hours

We did our deed and then went to the farmers for asparagus, strawberries and cake and coffee as reward

Dunno why I woke up at 6am and got some weird stomach cramps and I've been awake ever since (luckily without the cramps). Pls let me sleep innnnnn

Sometimes I see pretty flower bouquets and want them too but I can't rly appreciate them right now with my untidy room and no space to place it anywhere and definitely bc my northwest side room barely gets any sunlight

I have a skin allergy in my face from, I assume, two to three weeks ago and idk what caused it but I guess it's a good thing I can give my skin a cosplay makeup break for a few weeks now orz

I foolishly thought I'd be able to sleep through but uhh...woke up to having some annoying skin allergy breakout. Could've been the soup I ate 🤔 either way I can't fall asleep again right now bc everything itches 🥲🥲🥲

I thought I could do sth (like picking out pictures of two cosplay photoshoots) bc I came home at 8pm instead of 10 like yesterday but I have been in bed ever since, unable to lift more than my phone _(:D I think I'm gonna call it a day, tomorrow is a long day again orz (last one this week tho)

Sie ich auch nur so drei Schritte zu weit weg gegangen ne (tbf weiß ich nicht wie weit Babies sehen können) und ich bin sehr schnell hinterher als ich gemerkt hab dass das baby direkt unhappy wurde haha

Babies cute, das ändert nix dran 🥹💕 hab nur keine skills, yes

Me looking at babies: I'm curious but I'm not strong enough for this whole process

Meanwhile maomao: wouldn't say no to getting pregnant once ✨FOR SCIENCE✨

I love maomao

I mean I'm fine with holding the baby but if it starts crying bc Mama is out of sight I will panic on the inside _(:D

My coworker was in the office today with her baby and when she was like "can I have a piece of cake (made by someone else from another team)" I was like sure go for it???

And she proceeded to hand me her baby to get the cake hahaha

If u give me ur baby I will pretend to know what to do but I dont

I'm whiny bc I'm tired I'm sorry 🙈💦

Wow today is a long day and my brain is mush and I still need to eat sth small but I also need to go to bed soon (I'm not even home yet djdjdkdn)

I dreamt I spontaneously booked a flight to Japan bc it was cheap but I was absolutely unprepared and hadn't packed yet two hours before departure hahaha (technically it's a nightmare I guess)

(it's hard balancing work, dancing class AND gym)

was depressed and just slept a lot haha)

I should eat more miso soup and tofu again and hopefully find some time for gym

Had to take pics of myself for a meeting and damn I AM a little chummy for my height? How was I 1 stick but ate whatever I wanted before turning 30 and now I rlly have to put some effort into keeping my weight wwww (I know I'm very privileged not having to work on my weight for so long but I also

My brain at 5am: ok you need to buy fabrics for these two (opening 1 dance and EP 24 dance) maomao outfits N O W

ok chill brain, let me sleep for another two hours before my work alarm goes off and stop keeping me awake

Loved yesterday's kusuriya group photoshoot and special shout-out to @downpourin.bsky.social organizing the whole thing 🙏💕💕💕

(Also look how perfect Sarah as this jinshi is 😌✨)

I'll get around posting selfies with the others soon bc each and everyone was so lovely, I'm so blessed 🙏

Remember als es im April viel zu sonnig und heiß war und jetzt im Juni ist April Wetter iwie

Sadly bin ich da zu 90% auch schon verplant 💔 (ich sollte alisaie echt einfach mal in Angriff nehmen, aber ich tue mir so schwer mit rot fake leder, hab noch nicht mein ideales material gefunden, daran ist es vor zwei Jahren schon gescheitert hahaha)

(not that I would go bc we have our own cosplay photoshoot but seeing a FFXIV photoshoot planned makes me look at my non-existent alisaie cosplay. Or Themis. Or ryne-)

I'm seeing more ppl who also plan cosplay photoshoots this weekend so we are not alone in our suffering but who'd have thought the weather would be such a bitch at the beginning of June 😂

🫡 ja wir sind etwas hinterher mit social Media 😂💦

25.-27.4.25

Ahahaha I'm hangry

Was very tired, but then my sis sent me a voice message

Made a huge mistake listening to it bc now I can't sleep bc I'm despairing when thinking of this parent situation 😂😂😂😂😂 good job me

I mean I can't rlly do anything and it's just the way it is but wow it does depress me 😂 stupid mental issues

Damn, how does a woman always manage to piss off one of her children, I thought we were having some sorta truce for once but apparently she managed to completely piss off one of my sisters again _(:D

Time to sleep bye

??? Das ist echt unnötig :'( nun, Hauptsache du erholst dich!

I've seen several complaints of friends Abt j*jk spoilers appearing on their tl and I'm still safe despite being on my fyp on twt and practically risking it

And I'll pretend it's bc I'm too deep into ainana hell. Yeah I'm sure it's bc of that-

Oh no wtf
Gute Besserung??? 😩
Hast du noch iwann mal den Grund erfahren?

My one Hanami day is over so here is a final frieren selfie from a while ago 💪✨ (My right lash does sth funny but I'm also very tired)

Hier fährt der Busfahrer ständig gegen den Bordstein wenn er ne Kurve nimmt 😂

What idiot forgot hairspray AGAIN 🥲

I still need to style my wig but first I wanna arrive at my hotel

Did I say I can relax as soon as I'm on the train? The train has 30 minutes of delay over the course of the ride and kicked us out before the destination bc I wouldn't go there anymore and we had to switch to another train that is packed bc of this

Yesssss bin DCM helfende 🙌

So one exhausting Friday work day, packing and a broken suitcase later I'm finally on my way to Koblenz for one Hanami day 💪✨ and as soon as I'm on the train I can relax orz

It wouldn't be such an issue tbh if body cells werent dying so early-

Don't start with " they surely have hidden/other issues" that's not the point. The point is that they clearly went down a normal path, issues aside.

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a bit jelly www I do want at least 5 years of my life back that I lost to depression but oh well

Sometimes I think about these people like my colleague(s) who have a normal family with normal upbringing, normal relationships and no crippling depression or issues that threw them off the "normal" route of life in school, uni and career, family creation, house buying etc pp.