Deid 🌹

DAMN LET ME FINISH TESTING GAMES FIRST

Leave me alone! 😭

I hope people like tall girls with red hair, because oh boy do I have a tall girl with red hair for *you* in my upcoming book series, which has a public cover reveal in less than a month and will feature said girl in the artwork

You'd think I'd learn by now, since this happens every! single! time!

Hate going to bed with a headache, convincing myself I'll just "sleep it off", only to wake up with a full blown migraine

Remembering a time a friend opened the floor for me to talk about this shit and I went on for like an hour straight :')

my little pea brain is so stupid I just wanna talk to friends but I'm trying not to walk into a chat like "let me tell you about my extreme fascination with rpgs released primarily between 1985 and 2010" and then go on for hours

I'm so goddamn sleepy I've just been scrolling Neocities sites for the past couple of hours while waiting on refinements in V Rising and all I see when I close my eyes is a hundred blinking animated gifs

Night #2 of being on my bullshit. It makes waiting out refinements in V Rising much less boring

I've started realizing this about myself lately. If I make a hot drink, I wait until it's just *warm* to actually drink it. Making green tea to have with dinner? Boil the water, steep the tea, shove it in the fridge for 8 hours 😅

I still get the same joy from receiving a "_____ replied to your comment/entry" email from DW as I did with the same types of emails from LJ years and years ago.

YEP, I basically just resigned myself to using default themes and that's... pretty much it. As it is, my knowledge of CSS is so limited already.

I know I was only gone for a few months, but it's nice to be poking around on Dreamwidth again.

I know it isn't actually. They're going to keep sending these to me forever

Hell yeah, good shit

Starting to think the Mutsumi Inomata art book I bought a month and a half a go is lost in transit... 🫠

I'm desperately trying to find a way to budget them in next month with so many other things also coming out, but these DVDs are a NEED

Yes, I'm just hopping between DVDs tonight

In my soul are three kinds of Asagi outfits.

Oh my god do I ever resonate with this. D are in a league of their own. I enjoy other vkei groups, but I *adore* D. I can only dream of making music even half as great as theirs.

Not even 20 minutes into watching a D concert DVD and I felt better. Swear to god their music is magic.

Feeling a touch lonely and sad tonight, so maybe I should turn the music up and lose myself in some Sims 4 house building.

I don't talk about dolls much because I know a lot of people who don't like them for various reasons, and I'm sorry if you don't either, but... I just really want to mention how much I love these three cover variations of D's "Yami no Kuni no Alice / Hamon" single. They're all so pretty.

Thank you! And I can totally understand that, especially if anyone has been weird to you under one name and doesn't keeps trying to get into your business anywhere they can. 🫠

This was such a tough hurdle to overcome, ever since I saw a not-so-nice remark about me changing my name in the past. I felt so "locked in" that it was starting to make me crawl in my skin

Went around updating my username on some other social and/or media tracking sites. Feels good to make the change, and also see everything start falling into place

This is exactly what has held me back from my own self promotion. I barely promoted my second book at all because of it...

But like you said, if we don't do it, no one will. And for the people who hate it, well... I hope they block me so we can be out of each other's lives as I do what I need to do

Me, anytime I see Alucard Castlevania: 😳😳

These are both so, so gorgeous! I can't put into words how much I love them 😭

It took five days for Status Cafe to send me the confirmation email, but I'm finally there and can be even more redundant than I am here

Deid 🌹 @deidlit.bsky.social

Status Cafe, please send me my confirmation email 😞

1 week ago

Treated myself to a DW rename token, so now I can stop thinking about it

I forgot to do it and now I don't have the energy today 🙃

Tomorrow

Deid 🌹 @deidlit.bsky.social

Oh fuck, it's the middle of the month, which means Patreon update post

uh, uh... working on book... cover reveal in 2 weeks... 4 weeks publicly... thanks for stopping by

4 days ago

I had to delete that thing about the remark about my OC because aaaa it was actually bothering me a bit and I felt uncomfortable 💀

Me sweating nervously over a remark about one of my OCs and a quirk that was based on my own real life experience... 😅

Me sweating nervously over a remark about one of my OCs and a quirk that was based on my own real life experience... 🥲

I'll ask a friend to join my spouse and my server when we next get a chance, and I'll let you know the outcome!

Weird, I'll have to look into that, especially for people who join at different times. I was thinking of something more akin to a Minecraft server experience, where people play as they like and we help each other out, but I wouldn't want the quests to auto advance because of someone else's progress.

Oh weird, I guess so from how spaced out the plots are. I guess I'm just used to being right beside my spouse and teleporting between us on a whim

Oh fuck, it's the middle of the month, which means Patreon update post

uh, uh... working on book... cover reveal in 2 weeks... 4 weeks publicly... thanks for stopping by

Though I wouldn't consider doing this until 1.) I finished my current playthrough, and 2.) I knew people who actually wanted to play on it.

Honestly not a terrible price. I doubt I could get even that many friends interested, so I could save money by making it smaller.

Keep thinking it'd be nice to have a PVE V Rising server for friends with more laid back settings. Just a place to hang out, build our castles, and be shitty vampires.

new friend

"Are you saying you're Testament and she's Bridget, or that you're gonna fight as these characters?"

Yes.

me n @rawrnage.bsky.social on a friday night

For real! Ziggy has been shafted on merch in general from the start. Give cyborg dad the love he deserves. 😭

Of course it has its flaws, but that doesn't make it a bad game at all. 🥲 So much lingering hate for reasons I still can't wrap my mind around.

As far as the story goes, I really wish the DS version had a full translation as I know that one has the story as the director intended, and I want to experience it beyond some translation notes. I still like PS2 Episode II's story for what it is, but there's no denying it's missing something.