Cinder (it/its)
@dollcinder.bsky.social
(its/it) Autistic, Aromantic
One of the strange things, living among you, watching, studying, waiting
IG: dollcinder
18+ Minors DNI
This extra terms I didn’t list because ive found myself in an uncommon position made the insane OT a no brainer
But I usually weigh the pros and cons and like what other projects I have that week so I don’t burn out or exhaust myself, that OT money always looks so juicy until you’re doing the work
Building and troubleshooting an LED wall, which is basically a very fancy LEGO set if you’re unfamiliar but it’s also the size of a barn
Would you work 19 straight hours (with regularly scheduled paid smoke and meal breaks) for 1900 dollars?
The crew looking at me and my paid dark days and quietly deciding I’m gonna have to do the big fuck you overnight shift the night before we open to button everything up
When you actually learn how data intensive video wall is it’s kinda amazing, we’re pushing something like 80 megapixels of data 60 times a second
Being paid my full day rate to not work is one of the most based things that can happen
Due to these jackasses misbooking labor I might get paid to stay home for a few days
Lmao one of the techs asked if my red bandana on the left breast pocket meant anything and I coyly asked him if he thinks it means something and then he laughed and said he flags hunter green on the same side and now we’re best friends 😂😂
I get OT every day after 10 hours and it stacks multipliers every few hours after that until I’m given a proper turn around between calls, it’s one of the great/terrible things about my field
Counterpoint, my hourly rate is obscene and if I hit triple OT which I will I’ll basically be Scrooge Mc duck diving into a pile of money
Lmao there’s talk of working the next 48 hours straight pretty much
Pharma daddy has opened the taps on the unlimited money machine and authorized infinite OT to have this build done faster
Commuting to work with bestie makes me realize we’re very different types of people when it comes to our morning routines
Today started at 8am and the earliest I will leave today is 10pm
Watching bestie mentally practice taking a victory lap on her coworkers for having a hot big tiddy goth wife
Bestie is very excited because we’ll get to commute together, get lunch together, go home together, she’s planning it all out now
Really maximize the best friends time
I’m on a gig with bestie and apparently all her co workers are excited to meet me, her wife, in person
I got updates all weekend, he was very impressed by all the leather wear, and its homages to various military uniforms (he’s a history guy) and apparently all the leather daddies were delighted by him and he made several friends
Get a text from my very heterosexual extremely proper British gen x work friend that he’s working:
“something called international mr leather”
And nearly spitting my coffee out
I’m on a gig with bestie and apparently all her co workers are excited to meet me, her wife, in person
Being a boss bitch mommy and spending 1500 bucks on a suspension frame and proper jute rope
Welcome to film writing 101
Butting a bunch of t girls into a battle royal situation and watching them get wait why are they all fucking one another
I think the thing I’d hate most about being trapped in a battle royale situation would be the betrayal. I’m simply too trusting to be an effective victor
The dark part of me wants to post it on insta and tag feet and see what happens
I did a really pretty tie on my foot but I can’t post it anywhere for fear of foot guys not being able to be chill
Bestie enthusiastically offering to be my first test subject when I’m ready to tie others again
Once I’m far more comfortable tying again I’d love to bust out the lights and photo gear and do a whole series on it
I like it both sexually and non sexually, it’s just such a cool practice and I want to master it
Me tying something for the first time: sloppy, dog shit, look at that mess
Me doing the same harness for the 30th time: clean, flawless, look at that shit
Tying myself up in my bedroom and listening to my chemical romance truly not much has changed in 15 years
If you keep and eye on my ig I might even put a few pics on my story
Spring is almost over and summer is here, medically cleared to slowly work back up to my limits, time to go basic to basics and re learn suspension
Spring is almost over and summer is here, medically cleared to slowly work back up to my limits, time to go basic to basics and re learn suspension
Any room can be an escape room if you have a closed door with a door knob and use silicone lube
When you have a great playlist going and then the auto play puts a weezer song on 🤮🤮🤮
Bestie watching in awe as I take a plate, eat off it, and then wash it all within the same hour
It’s actually a very skimpy sports bra! But yea it’s at its max 😂
