Teobear🐻✨

Showed my wife Pluto episode 1 and cried my eyes out again <3 WAHHHHGGHHHGH

My wife is gonna get home and im going to be a miserable little raisin on the ground. and he will not understand ....

WHAT IF I EXPLODE AND CRY AGAIN FOR EVERY EPISODE . WHAT THEN. I GUESS.

Teobear🐻✨ @ellteo.bsky.social

what if I just lie down and cry for one million years and never ever recover forever and then i die. what then,

1 day ago

I really love the body and facial diversity of all the characters in Pluto.....

what if I just lie down and cry for one million years and never ever recover forever and then i die. what then,

I SAID PEACE AND LOVE ON PLANET EARF FOREVER. WHAT ABOUT FOREVER DON'T U UNDERSTAND....................

HEY. HOLD ON. DON'T DO ME LIKE THIS....

North No. 2 and Duncan are my new favorites xoxoxo peace and love on planet earf forever (Pluto is soooooo good so far)

SOOOOO ENJOYING IT SO FAR

oh no.......................................... the main voice actor...........................is giving Ellis vibes......................to me.........................

YEAH. YEAH.....AOUGGH. I keep thinking about the lines. from early in the anime.

"It could've been anything..."

"But this is what you chose."

and I think about art. and making art. and why I love art. and I explode 5 million billion times.....

SERIOUSLY.......my wife and I just finished watching all of the anime so far and. AOUGGHGHGH. its so SO GOOOOOOOD I want more.....

SURELY THIS ISN'T GOING TO FUNDAMENTALLY CHANGE ME OR MY STORY ABOUT . MONSTERS AND HUMANS,

well. "episode" more like. fucking full fledged movie per episode LKJKHGFSLKJDF

I'm going in blind . this is already insane and I'm not even halfway through episode 1

watching Frieren has put me into an anime mood so now I'm watching Pluto and being Really Normal about it <3

it is evil because I'm doing it with evil (good) (shhh) intent >:)c they will be so surprised...........nyeehehehehehehe......

I'm essentially alone at my wife's house while the family attends a birthday party so while they're gone I am committing the evil task of doing my wife's laundry and cleaning the kitchen >:)c

this, too, is gender

Teobear🐻✨ @ellteo.bsky.social

sneezes with the force of a top tier dad-joking father but with the sound effect of a spritely little mouse living in a teacup

1 day ago

sneezes with the force of a top tier dad-joking father but with the sound effect of a spritely little mouse living in a teacup

YYYYOINKS you right up >:)

that said. GIMME THE LINKY if/when you do >:)

Mood mood mood....I use it as a catch-all categorized gallery of art for my ocs more than I use it for anything else KLJGHFSLDJKF

Most people have emotional support animals, I have an emotional support blorbo I made up when I was 20 and now is so integral to my growth as a human that to tell his story I've been working on for 8 years now, I have to figure out and tell my OWN 😏 (ABNORMAL BEHAVIOR)

I've always been blind to myself, my needs, so making him was a way to have eyes on myself - that wasn't the POINT of making him, but it's what he became over time. Maybe I need to tell my own story through him instead of pretending he's anything other than the projection of a me I wanted to be.

I "caught up" to him before I realized it, and now I'm understanding that I need to know how to grapple with the same things he does, to be able to give him the growth and story he needs. That...well I guess I need, too! What a weird way to realize I've grown.

Or at the very least. Better understand them, experience them, know how to rotate them in my mind?

I'm much better at putting myself in Ellis' shoes, but that's because he is only *slightly* like me. Matteo is...so alike, he slips into my me-shaped blind spot.

realizing suddenly that the reason I feel so lost w/ trying to tell Matteo's story is bc. at least I suspect. I haven't learned the lessons he needs to learn yet?

as in. for him to have a satisfying character arc...I have to learn the lessons he needs to learn. FIRST.

Seconding this! There's a few I still use as liners/sketchers to this day and I bought the pack AGES ago. Very reliable!

YEAH...I don't have weekends off or on necessarily since I'm kind of treating each day as its own thing and taking days off between commission batches but. off days are hard bc I need to find something to DO!!!!!!!

aoouugugrrhghgh. I need to draw. I mean I don't Need To but I Want To. brain do the worky thing soon please

Tbh I've found that to be the case!! I feel like I need to know exactly what I'm fiddling with from the POV of actually using it - not just having it put in front of me sans context, yknow ...it helped a lot with finding the Right Tools for what I wanted to do :3

Thank YOUUU!!! I'm really happy with how they turned out, I'm glad u like them!! 🥺💖 Paw feets (Peets...) are so fun to draw they're definitely growing on me HFMDBHD

I have become addicted to playing chillquarium like I'm trying to minimax fish growth

Blank and I built from scratch! None of the templates made sense to me so I just kinda fiddled with different things until I made something I liked ^^

I'm glad u think so, thank u!!! 🥺💕

Socialized . so much today . I am splat on ground . a

we capture birds to release into Hika's living room to eat the larvae. and then. we set up an elaborate trap to re-capture the birds,

TELEPORTING THE RAID DIRECTLY INTO YOUR HANDS WITH MY MIND??? AAAA

the way I gasped in legitimate horror oh my god no 😭 HIKA GET IT OUTTA THERE.... OR GET YOUUUU OUTTA THERE AAGHGH???

im the kind of guy who spends 10 minutes writhing in euphoric agony IRL before desperately trying to figure out how to be normal only to ultimately fail and capslock cry and wail @ the artist and this is why I cant be trusted with money to commission people :) KGJSHLDKFJGH

I am so immediately the least normal person on EARTH when I see The Good Good Art of my ocs. to the point where I can't even look and I forget how to talk and I become an absolute mess. babbling incoherently. abnormal freak behavior in someones mentions/DMs (HI CHARLOTTE . STILL EXPLODING. SORRY <3)

how do I be normal for the rest of the day @ my nephews graduation party when I have to think about . my ocs.. .. ........

got hit first thing in the morning with gift art so good I feel like I'm going to gently pass on into the next life, KGHSFDLKJ

Invite should be sent!! ^^

I'm sorry <:( I wish I knew how to help but it's so new, I'm not sure what went wrong! If it ever gets fixed or starts working, lmk and I can try to re-send an invite your way 😭

It says there's an invite pending to your blog, so I can't send another <:( You may need to check it out on desktop if you've only tried to access it on mobile, I know the mobile version is more limited?

I think the fat digitigrade satyr-like poses are gonna be more or less a sketch page of pwyw poses one can get through my ko-fi shop to use as reference or edit as needed....working on some sitting poses as well as doing a variety of different standing poses too 🤔