Place for me to vent freely, follow at ur own risk. Lots of complaints and goofy stuff will be said here
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Pretty much accepted that there is no point in me talking in this one server anymore. No one really responds to what i say. And I'm not saying i need to be the center of attentio. even a reaction on a thing makes me content. Don't even need to say anything at all
That feeling when u msg a friend and they suddenly go offline. It kinda makes ya wonder man.
Idk today went great. But i feel shitty sharing my happy day with my friends. Lot of them aren't in relationships and from what i understand, they want to be in one. I feel like i make them feel bad. I wish i had more people to share how happy i am with my bf. He really makes me happy
Idk today went great. But i feel shitty sharing my happy day with my friends. Lot of them aren't in relationships and from what i understand, they want to be in one. I feel like i make them feel bad. I wish i had more people to share how happy i am with my bf. He really makes me happy
Super wholesome today. Me my partner and daughter all had a little nap together, she fell asleep ontop of him 🥺
Which isnt even her house and we lived on a whole ass other part of this place. It was a condo. Im so pissed off she lied to them about this whole as situation. Its fucking frustrating and just super shitty of her.
Whats fucked up is. She spazed out at me when everything wore off. She told me my bf shouldnt be upset and, he didn't have to take her. He was upset because the 3hrs she told us was important. Because he needed to go to work. And then after a ton more fighting she told us to get out of her house
And now with all that context. She told my sisters i wouldn't let her use my car, and that i forced her to let us drive her to her appointment. And that she did pay me and i was still upset. And was mad at my bf for having to come with.
And it turns out. After she said she didn't have money and shouldn't have to pay us anyways. She was given 100 bucks to give to us for taking her up there. After i call her ass out we finally get the money. Only 30 bucks but we needed anything at that point
On the way home i was pissed off. Me and my bf. Given her the silence treatment. We discussed getting some food which we couldn't really....and then she pipes up and offers me 20 bucks....where the fuck was that original. When we got home she was clearly not okay. But it was done
And best part of this was. We were told this appointment would at most be 3hr. It was almost 7hrs of waiting. And after all that waiting my partner went in to ask if she was gonna be done. Turns out she FUCKING RAN AWAY FROM STAFF, JUST TO GO SMOKE. Literally what the actual fuck.
And it turns out. After she said she didn't have money and shouldn't have to pay us anyways. She was given 100 bucks to give to us for taking her up there. After i call her ass out we finally get the money. Only 30 bucks but we needed anything at that point
Knowing damn well there no fucking way we can get home without it. So we end up threatening to leave her there and she can find her own way home. While shes fighting me about that i msg my brother to borrow money so me and my bf can go home.
She asked me to take her. I can't drive in the cites, im terrified. So me and my partner take her up there together. I went with because he didn't want to be alone with her. We get there she goes in and while she's waiting we bring up the gas money she was meant to give us. She refuses
She need to get an echo done on her heart. And her friend who was gonna take her bailed on her. And she couldn't drive herself due to she was gonna be put asleep for the echo and would be unable to drive due to the drug
She literally started fights with me. Tried to make my little sisters believe shit that never happened, example:
Like seriously she never really tries or gives a shit unless she gains something from it. Added when i told her if she wants to be around luna more she should really try to work on herself. She said she'll try harder....that didn't happen at all
Been talking to one of my younger sisters a lot more. And while im really happy i get to connect with one of them, but i absolutely hate when they bring up my mom. And try telling me how "shes trying her best"
She half asses everything and only cares for herself. Shes incredibly selfish
Been taking to one of my younger sisters a lot more. And while im really happy i get to connect with one of them, but i absolutely hate when they bring up my mom. And try telling me how "shes trying her best"
She half asses everything and only cares for herself. Shes incredibly selfish
Been taking to one of my younger sisters a lot more. And while im really happy i get to connect with one of them, but i absolutely hate when they bring up my mom. And try telling me how "shes trying her best"
She half asses everything and only cares for herself. Shes incredibly selfish
He's a great dad and partner. And in reality these problems aren't as bad as i say they are. Just rn my depression isn't taking this well and i need reassurance that he isn't mad at me. He is trying to understand it but its hard when he doesn't fully understand. It's hard for me to even explain
Guess my 1st thing i wanna vent about is my partner's inability to share how he is feeling or speaking up in general. I get its difficult at times but, we've had so many talks about him just telling me whats up or whats on his mind, overall just being straightforward about things
He's a great dad and partner. And in reality these problems aren't as bad as i say they are. Just rn my depression isn't taking this well and i need reassurance that he isn't mad at me. He is trying to understand it but its hard when he doesn't fully understand. It's hard for me to even explain
Guess my 1st thing i wanna vent about is my partner's inability to share how he is feeling or speaking up in general. I get its difficult at times but, we've had so many talks about him just telling me whats up or whats on his mind, overall just being straightforward about things
Just ugggggh i know he said he was tired but...its like i want him to be more focused especially when feeding her because of her being close to turning 1. We gotta really get her to eating food and off BM. I don't want it to be just me feeding her all the time.
Love him but this whole im not gonna speak up is getting old. And like today he got all quiet cuz i told him to focus on feeding our bab instead of being glued to his phone. Like dude ur phone isn't that goddamn important. Watching reels on YouTube is not that important.
Guess my 1st thing i wanna vent about is my partner's inability to share how he is feeling or speaking up in general. I get its difficult at times but, we've had so many talks about him just telling me whats up or whats on his mind, overall just being straightforward about things
I think ngl here is gonna be my new space to vent. Do wish there was a private account option but sadly no. Oh well its not like im gonna go into sexual crap. Just daily annoyances, worries, and maybe some positive stuffs