Went for bloodwork today and the older gentleman went directly with a kids butterfly needle once he saw my bad veins and how anxious I was. And he had to use my hand.
I thank him tons!!!

Nothing like a fucking b**m threat at my oldest’s school.

How does one go about applying for a new job? I’d love to apply at the small 30min boxing fitness spot near my place but I’m scared.

Off to see the Trews tonight. Show
Starts at 9…. It’s gonna be a late night!

So my dad just called. He’s coming to town to sign over a bunch of stuff to me at the bank. I’ll be inviting over to the house afterwards for a visit since the kids would love to see him…. We’ll see if he does….

My leave got approved for next school year!!!!!

Just my 3….lol. But still. I’ve enjoyed not having to shop for any of it for a couple years.

Ah!!!!!!! I saw that but totally didn’t clue in to the reason. 😂

My mil can’t drive so she’s tasked me with buying it all for the kids

I think I knew he wanted to run again, but I had no clue he could. Sigh.

Yeah. And Dh just drove into work and he says the roads are fine.

2hr delay for our city French schools….. so far nothing from hrce….

Smaller room FTW. Still mega intimidating but I’m doing it!!!

Ooooh…. So I pay a bit extra for perks… and it looks like the area I pay extra for is almost empty. That bodes very well. 🤞

Off to the gym…. Let’s see if I have the courage to hit the weight training section…

What an absolute sweetheart.

I’m so sorry to you both. No matter how long we have them, we love them and it’s a heartbreaking loss @bradis.online

How can I get things done during the day. When I was at work, it was simple. I had to get to work or else I’d lose my job…..

There is nothing to force me to do what I need to do when I’m at home.

-Practicum for fitness classes….
-Studying…
-general housekeeping….

I can’t do any of it

Filling out my “Weiss symptom record II” forms…… trying to figure out with my fam dr what exactly is bugging me.

Still have yet to clear my mind. Everything is just so frazzled. Hoping to write everything out this morning.

There used to be one in Bedford Place mall. Unsure if it’s still there.

Love this. So easy sometimes.

Finally applied for another year off from work. They could technically say no….. but then we then decide if I apply for a different teaching position or resign.

Full week of work. Told admin that I’ll need next week off to catch up on my reading and fitness stuff. I really really need to get back into that stuff.

What books? Theee is definitely various degrees of spice

Manic hyperdrive is on…. Gonna get my house cleaned a bit.

Im really hoping for no work tomorrow (doubtful as there’s only 2 of us subs this week).
But next week for sure. I have a bunch of reading I need to do for my courses….

I love my view at school.

On zoom call…. I have now found a random chin hair growing… so naturally I’ve been picking at it.

Mid life change of careers…. Supposed to start my first course tonight via zoom and was never sent the link…..

This is going so well…..
I kinda feel like crying. Why is trying to learn new things so scary and hard?

What’s the point of the wool mattress pad? Warmth? Extra support?

When you carry so much mental load for our home and family that you just can’t get around to doing a single thing…..

Haha. I’ve gone in to get stuff and be really clueless when they ask for specifics. But they are always nice about it.

Always good to find out theee was a fight at the school
And heavy police presence…. And now a girl is worried that someone in gr 8 will be jumped next…….

I don’t want to work today….. but with nothing on the go, i can’t really decline if she texts….. just 10 more minutes of waiting….

Need to wait until 615 am to know if I’m working tmr or not. Spent the day today getting groceries and going for a walk…. Tmr, I really need to get myself sorted out for my exercise theory online class.

I hope I’m not working tmr

I just finished Fourth Wing. It’s amazing. Finished the audiobook in 2 days!

And he did NOT acknowledge my birthday.

My favorite thing when leaving my neighbourhood (I’m at the top of the hill in Bedford) is overlooking the entire basin and Harbour in the mornings with the sun rising.

Spending the day relaxing. Have been getting caught up on the last 3 seasons of Greys. It still makes me cry like it has the last 20 years.

Happy birthday birthday twin! ❤️❤️

Dad should be dropping by with some furniture (he has to come into town to bottle wine). It will be interesting to see if he acknowledges my birthday……

Transco listed every single one of our busses as “could be delayed”. At least it was just snow this morning for the bus waits.

Looking forwards to the sun tmr for my birthday :)

I’ve been asking and asking and asking for certain things to be done in the house.

Well I fucking raged cleaned this morning. Kids all wanted to go to CGC but I refused to go with the living room still a mess.

Told dad Friday that we’d be by late this afternoon. Told him this morning we expected it to be around 4.
We are trying to get to the city before it get dark.

He just told us that if he isn’t home when we get there, it’s bc he’s picking up lobster.

Like couldn’t he wait?

Oh…. In Vieux Québec :)

View from our hotel room. They have an outdoor bar… we just got back from the current DJ (we danced for an hour).

We are grabbing food then heading back out for the next DJ that starts in a bit.