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Nah, I knew it was satire of my parents seriously saying that and dumping the slime of their trauma on me.

I couldn't have said it like that at nine but I absolutely felt it and it helped. In hindsight, that's probably where my twisted sense of humor comes from. Shit like that.

part of me is like "i gotta work harder" and its like bro how much harder can i work. esp with my arts. like im trying my best here but at the same time i feel like i have to push even harder

That’s how I’ve pretty much always felt; like there are nodes for my interests and there are places I can function, but I don’t know if I’ll ever feel included or valued or like anyone would miss me if I was gone (idk how much is my wiring vs the world).

Felt like I was separated from my body at work yesterday and was going off on everyone that bugged me lol ooops

feel like my work is not appreciated atm and it hurts so much

i literally feel like shit and work from home again and my boss doesn’t really give me proper input

I was live tweeting my experience reading the third book in the trilogy and how much pain I was in and my friend was like "You don't have to finish it?" and I was like "No I got to see how see how she fuckin ends this" and by the end I was like "Man I could have just STOPPED."

last day of class and my service learning professor was like is anyone doing anything exciting after today and i was like im going to the morgueeeeeeeee and she was like :) anyone else please

My new glasses arrived AND wow! I feel much more like me.

yesterday i was so convinced everyone was avoiding me and didnt like me anymore and usually id have a cry or id have that pain in my chest

on my meds i was like "FUCK THIS FUCK EVERYONE IF THEY HATE ME THATS THEIR PROBLE-o my friends c:"

this is some srs learning curve shit

my rabbi was like do you know this person and i was like truly i have no idea who this man is. it's scary! like why are you thinking about me this much when i don't even know you exist????

You might like my books, slime molds abound!

And this video I was in
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Ranks in staff like that.” And I’m like “wait, that was you?” And my owner friend is telling me “yes that was them, i feel like im not even allowed to make my own server decisions anymore”
and i was like trying to ease tension, so i was like “the application i made? Put me down for admin instead”

I was going through my camera roll and found this picture of me from 2022 that looks absolutely nothing like me. Like, who IS this? Did I age that much in 2 years????????

i feel like shit rn, my therapist basically told me off for getting upset and frustrated at her last session and was like “i was this close to asking you to leave” and all i could say was the truth which was “if you did that i’d never come back” bc like i have bpd and if my own therapist rejects

Let’s see you at 21

I feel like the most that’s changed is my hair, glasses, and how thick my neck was hahah.

Also I miss having that shirt, it was simple but nice

Absolutely. Like Spider-Man was my superhero when I was a kid but I fell away after a while. Miles feels like what I always wanted from the character and there is so much about the game that hits. Much as I love symbiotes, I feel like 2 is just going to make me want more Miles gameplay.

Soooo my boss gave me a compliment after me complaining that I feel like i am not doing well at work. I told him i have imposter syndrom and he was like girl you better fucking believe me!!

I wish i could be vulnerable and show how i feel for real i was sitting there speechless and dumbfounded like … no way a man likes me this much and i like him just as much? Like this is what real requited love feels like

…and sometimes it catches on my lip, like how this villain from this book series is described. I already feel like shit about my teeth, and reading that, in the middle of a story I was really enjoying, made me feel so much worse.
I think authors really need to do better when they create…

My new not-fucked monitor is here and I did not realize how much that hardware failure was fucking my mental health.

Like, I knew it was bothering me but I feel like a different person.

when i was home i was spending like entire days working at my desk and at one point my mom was like, "i admire how disciplined you are," and i had to be like -- it is not that AT ALL! that has been a dead end for me!

my boyfriend was like that is probably not going to work and i was like i have to try

the palms of my hands feel like they're on fire and my forearms are slime girl

My only friend in high school was into that shit and I feel like the stink is permanently stuck to me as well.