Feeling super insecure about my writing lately and shyly mentioned it in a call with my friend and spouse, and both proceeded to hmph and hiss at me before pouring me with reassurances 😭💖
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Of course it's still *there* a bit, but like... that did help improve my mood after a mostly crummy day
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..all I remember about that day was waking up in a ice bath with my spouse and neighbor pouring bags of ice on me.
Having a crummy day and typically when I’m having a crummy day and Tottenham is playing they do little to improve my mood.
for example my friend was otp with me and she was calling me slut, hoe, etc etc like over and over and I was even doing it back a lil bit and then comes like a day after and I call her a slut and she gets super upset and starts ignoring me and everything being like "why you call me that wtf" ?????
Feeling a bit existential lately…
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Feeling a bit existential lately. Uninterested in things, lacking motivation, or meaning in my daily work, talking less, and not engaging with daily conversations. Are there any books that can help me regain my hope and spark …
I think, before today, I never truly, in my bones, understood the feeling of, "just call me a slur and get it over with," but like, fuck, just call me a slur and get it over with.
Anyone who's curious about this, I tried to calmly tell my dad I was unhappy with how he was referring to me. My mom helped.
He made me cry and I no longer think talking to him alone is healthy for me, so he doesn't get that until he can show he can have my attention responsibly and respectfully.
Been feeling a bit off colour all day and not sure why. Still, did a bit of writing, had a bookshop date with a friend, and put in my claims for the mdzs big bang (I don't overthink these things).
Now it's 4pm and my options are: potter about feeling sorry for myself, or push through
Been feeling very out-of-place in all my social spaces lately, like in every group I’m a bit of an outsider, and it’s making me super insecure. >.< And it’s really hard for me to tell how much is real and how much is just my brain making things difficult for me.
My dermatologist told me to stop buying anything other than a gentle cleanser and a moisturizer with SPF in it, and it actually did improve my skin quite a bit 😊
Been pretty sick and therefore depressed lately. And of course my best friend came through with a surprise gift making me cry in the middle of a work day.
I was feeling kinda down about my work lately, and my friend reminded me my best work always has a bite or a cause and I just need to follow that little bit of a shadow or bigger meaning or both again
Like 90% or the people I interact with on a daily basis knew me Before, so it’s just easier to assume it’s 100% and go about my day than hold out hope and let some random person kill my mood (still happens of course).
I was having a very rough day after a long night of poor sleep and got a chance to chat with a friend and ended up recontextualizing a bunch of stuff, and i'm feeling a lot better about a couple parts of my life. It's a good friend, who can help with that. I feel lucky.
Thanks, my pal.
Oh my goodness it is raining
It explains some of my crummy body feelings earlier. And why I felt sleepy then too achy to sleep
I did a good with medicating when I felt it
But this still aches and is a lot after today hmph
#NEISvoid
That means a lot to me! I've been in a funk lately with my writing, not feeling confident about my work, feeling imposter syndrome, etc. This was really sweet and kind of you to take the time to let me know my stuff clicks with you!
So in the end I settled with not changing anything but the hair and add a simple eyepatch.
It's still Kuro, but it's different enough that it feels like change.
My boyfriend mentioned he looks a bit older. And that's actually perfect!
Here's a before and after:
I love seeing my friends switch to customer service mode it's wild. Has a friend make a phone call in front of me and she switched before my eyes and it haunts me to this day
Feeling a bit blue but cuddles with my bestie helps, and it’s and IWM research day !
Ugh...not having a great brain day
Just been feeling directionless and hopeless lately with no desire to do much of anything and a constant struggle to find something that keeps my attention with an air of senseless anxiety.
My skin has mostly cleared up at least but it's still present
Had to have a serious conversation with my spouse about how he contributes to me being overstimulated in public and did my best to explain that he's not doing anything WRONG (cuz it's seriously just me), but I still feel like a bad guy. 😔
Tbf my spouse did help me with this a bit
I was so fatigued
But idk it was one of those things that I felt would last forever at the time and it was only like two weeks
And well worth it
My day started with my partner getting a fever, me getting almost yelled at by a friend (not because of me but still) and my best friend getting bad news... hope your day is better ^^*
Listening to Aspergirls and finding it really resonates very deeply with me. There's a particular bit at the start of ch9 about not feeling like I connect so doing my standup bit and then having a meltdown in private after
I went to a wedding with a cast on my hand. The main course came and it was a vegan lasagne with sheets of vegetables that I couldn’t mush apart like pasta with my fork. Guy next to me, mostly a stranger, looked at it a minute, quietly took my plate, and cut my food for me. Simple kindness.
A blowjob would improve my mood. Gonna help me with THAT, Credit Karma?
